His Love Never Fails...

His love never fails and that couldn't be more true. A couple of years ago I lost everything, I was in a big depression and the only thing that seemed to help me get away from it all (so i thought) was partying, drinking, clubbing, just getting all the wrong attention. Jesus was the farthest thing on my mind. He knew I wasn't gonna ask for his help but he send it anyway. When I was in my deepest sin he came to me. While I was clubbing I met this guy, we clicked right away we made a pact that no matter what happened we will remain friends and that's exactly how it was. He became my best friend, looked out for one another. He saw the real me and loved me anyway. He motivated me to the better and helped me to get out of my depression. He was my Guardian Angel sent from Heaven. I couldn't see it then but now I look back and see how much God loves me that he used Germane to help me when I didn't wanna help my self. God knew I didn't wanna hear him so he used my surroundings to get to me. About 7 months ago my Guardian Angel was murder and it was a pain unlike any other, but the Lord still loves me so much he send me to The Fuse 2 moths prior to Germane's death preparing me for what was coming. To ease my pain he put me in a room full of people who cared about me just as much as Germane did, who want whats best for me. The fact that he would do all that for me shows me how much he loves me, so to return the love I will serve him with all my might and then some...lol


Lord you have been nothing but good to me throught out the years and I'm so thank full I found you. Thank you for all your love. I love you


p.s. Tell Germane I said hello...=)

The Perfect Moment

Luke 23:12 That day Herod and Pilate became friends- before this they had been enemies.



It's so amazing how Jesus never stops working. Even as he is being accused of well.... nothing really , he still manages to bring people together. The time was not a perfect time I mean he was gonna be crucified in a matter of time but he was still doing what he came to do and that is bringing people together and whats crazy is that they didn't even know they were being worked on. Sometimes we wait for"The Perfect Moment" to make new friends, to talk to old ones, to talk about the love of Jesus but we end up waiting around for ever because there's is no such thing as the prefect moment. I don't know about you but I'm tired of waiting around. I gotta reconnect with old friends and even with some enemies, put all of our differences aside and let them know about the beauty of God. They might not wanna listen to me now but it doesn't matter because the seed has been planted. I wont wait around for people to come talk to me to make new friends but I will make the first move to make new ones.


Lord, I thank you for pointing out this scripture just in time as I been meaning to check in with a few old friends. I also thank you for making me the way u did, I will use that as a tool to bring people and get to know you. once again thanks.. with love.. Amen!

Do Not Fear, Just Trust

Exodus 4:11 So the LORD said to him "Who has made man's mouth? Or who makes the mute, the deaf, the seeing or the blind? Have not I the LORD ? "


Moses was afraid to go speak to Pharaoh because of his speech problem. Most of us today end up short of doing what we should be doing because of our fears. Afraid of what people might say or afraid of what may happen. Afraid of doing or saying something wrong. We don't realize that if we seek God first He will always give us strength to over come our fears, and what once was our weakness will be our strength. Take me for instance, I am part of the Prayer Team but I don't go up to Altar call because I am afraid of not saying the right things. I have this problem when I get nervous, anxious, or scared my mind goes blank and everything comes out twisted so I can definitely relate to Moses. I have learned that its not about me at the Altar call. The Holy Spirit will use me to say exactly what He needs to say to every individual. How selfish of me to say ask him to use me in any way, shape or form but not go up there when I'm needed.



LORD I pray that you take the fear out of me. I know that everything will come out exactly according to your plan. I trust in you! Love you always !!!! Amen.

Here I Am

I never understood why I have been single all this time. I mean I'm loving, beautiful, funny, did I mention loving,beautifull and funny...lol...Well I would pray to find some one who would love me, take care of me, protect me and support me in any way but still nothing. Well yesterday God gave me and answer to why I am still single, You see if i wasn't single I wouldn't be able to attend The fuse (a singles group at my church) and be a part of a major movement. It is at The fuse that I have most of my encounters with the Lord. This past Friday God finally gave me my purpose. You see I do have some one who provides for me. Who takes care of me, who protects me and supports me but most of all who loves me and that some is God. I don't need anyone else. Even tho I'm not lost, I still didn't have a sense of direction, I still didn't have a purpose but know I know why I AM HERE . i am here to bring people to the Lord. let me take you back 7 months ago, I didn't have anything that I didn't have before I met Jesus. I still have the same job, the same car, the same problems, the same everything the only different thing now is that I have Jesus in my heart and let me tell you, life couldn't be better. Once you accept Jesus in you heart your life completely changes for the better. I wanna be that one who helps changes life. I wanna let God use me in anyway possible to make a difference and with that being said I will do anything possible to bring his children back to him just like I came back. There is NOTHING like the gift of Jesus.

Lord i pray that u give me focus to do what u have called me to do. I pray that I remain your humble servant and that you may use me to make an impact. I thank you for NOT giving everything I ask for, for you have a bigger agenda for me. I LOVE YOU