Here I Am

I never understood why I have been single all this time. I mean I'm loving, beautiful, funny, did I mention loving,beautifull and funny...lol...Well I would pray to find some one who would love me, take care of me, protect me and support me in any way but still nothing. Well yesterday God gave me and answer to why I am still single, You see if i wasn't single I wouldn't be able to attend The fuse (a singles group at my church) and be a part of a major movement. It is at The fuse that I have most of my encounters with the Lord. This past Friday God finally gave me my purpose. You see I do have some one who provides for me. Who takes care of me, who protects me and supports me but most of all who loves me and that some is God. I don't need anyone else. Even tho I'm not lost, I still didn't have a sense of direction, I still didn't have a purpose but know I know why I AM HERE . i am here to bring people to the Lord. let me take you back 7 months ago, I didn't have anything that I didn't have before I met Jesus. I still have the same job, the same car, the same problems, the same everything the only different thing now is that I have Jesus in my heart and let me tell you, life couldn't be better. Once you accept Jesus in you heart your life completely changes for the better. I wanna be that one who helps changes life. I wanna let God use me in anyway possible to make a difference and with that being said I will do anything possible to bring his children back to him just like I came back. There is NOTHING like the gift of Jesus.

Lord i pray that u give me focus to do what u have called me to do. I pray that I remain your humble servant and that you may use me to make an impact. I thank you for NOT giving everything I ask for, for you have a bigger agenda for me. I LOVE YOU