Breakthrough

I had a breakthrough last night during our Sozo class. They asked us to search deep inside and ask God to show us what is keeping us from certain things we wanna do. Basically Sozo ourselves. I started with something simple and when he showed me I was like WOW. It all made perfect sense. OK my issue has always been 'praying for others' not being able to say what needs to be said. Feeling unworthy to be up there, but he told me yesterday how can I help pray for others when I my self don't ask. Like before when they did Altar call I wouldn't go up to ask for anything because I don't know what to ask for. I never liked asking for anything, I figured if some one wants to give, then they will. I just realize maybe I'm afraid of rejection so I rather not ask..hmmmm..I pray all the time but I'm not specific on what I pray for. I pray for him to protect my son, my family, to keep us from temptation etc etc, but I never ask for like a better job or a better car or ummm I don't know my own place. I feel like if I ask for all those things or anything to benefit ME then I'm being selfish. I guess what he was trying to tell me was that how can I do it to others when I have never experience it my self. At Altar call people will tell me what they want prayer for and all I have to do is come in to an agreement. Funny I have heard all this before but I didn't understand it until God broke it down for me. How awesome is He!