Yesterday was a powerful day for me. After the 11 o'clock service I went home to find that certain people I live with were talking behind my back. I felt betrayed, angry, I just blew it. I didn't tell them anything but I was just so full of anger that I decided to go to the 5 o'clock service in Spanish. As I walked in the room I walked in to the presence of God. It felt as if he was just waiting for me to arrive. I broke down. I have only experience that encounter a couple of times before, but yesterday was different. He was there holding me, taking my pain away, showing me his beauty. I was stuck, the only thing that I could say was " I love you" over and over again. As I kept worshiping him I felt his presence get stronger and stronger and then all of the sudden there was a moment of peace with in me, my anger was no longer there, I was full of his love. Then pastor James started preaching and I felt how he was just speaking to me. He said something that just got to me, he said " Jesus is in the business of changing hearts" . Just like he changed my heart around, he will change theirs, and I should just leave it up to God. I must be doing something right and going in the right direction if the enemy is trying to bring me down that bad. This isn't the first attack and as I continue my walk with God it wont be the last. This attack only made me want God more. I wanna have more of those encounters with him, I wanna be in his presence every second of my life, He is so amazing. I love it because as I sit here writing this I'm trembling and I feel full of joy.
God I thank you for last night experience I hope that it wont be the last. I thank you for feeding me what you have and still be hungry for you. I don't wanna settle for this level in my life and I pray that you take me to the next level in my life in Jesus name Amen.... I love you
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